As I read back on my post from last night my initial reaction is embarrassment and guilt, but I know those are not the right feelings. When I first started this blog I said I wanted to show people what it’s like to have borderline personality and those moments, those are important. I am very very hard on myself, and I allow myself so little joy.

I am happier today and clearly, I am still here. I know it doesn’t always seem like it, but I am ferociously proud of how far I’ve come.  I have been an addict, I have tried to commit suicide and I have been violent with people I love. I am here today and I can say that my whole heart is open. 



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10 responses to “today

  1. Sorry, but you can’t title your blog “inconsistently yours” and then expect to be consistent. So glad you are feeling better.

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  2. It’s nice to here such………..


  3. Glad you’re feeling better today. :)


  4. I know it’s easy for me to say but try stay positive, think of how far you’ve come, thinking about the good you’ve archived will keep you from going back .


  5. Sunshine

    hugs sweetie <3


  6. gophergold

    ” I am still here”

    Welcome back.


  7. Every day is a gift, and no one is perfect. Be proud of your imperfections, they make you who you are :)


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